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Dear Trevor,
I hope you are well.
On perusal of your web site, it is cleart that you are fighting a fight that will never be won. The world and society are corrupt. Each individual is corrupt, in their own way. If you want to make a difference in this world, it begins with YOU. As your son, I am greatful for this understanding and the part you have played in my life to get me gain this realisation. No matter what you did to me and the rest of your family, (which there is no need to list, as the past is only a memory), it has all become a positive experience, because we have all found the way to FORGIVE you, through unconditional LOVE. This was the most valuable teaching that our Grandmother shared with me and hence the rest of the family.
If there is no enemy INSIDE there is no enemy OUTSIDE. The war you have been fighting your whole life, against the System, Police and Government is the exterior reflection of the war you are fighting inside yourself. Your unresolved negative life experiences and emotions. I truly HOPE that one day you become to realise this. If you don\'t, you will most certainly see it at the end of the road in this life.
In forgiving you, I have also found MY responsibilities for our physically and emotionally violent life togetyher in the family home. For this I sincerely appologise to YOU for my part in this process of evolution. This does not however condone your actions, I simply understand you now and why you were the way you were. This has given me FREEDOM of my mind. I no longer think of you in a negative way. I am greatful for the conditioning you gave me. It was the school of hard knocks, but I believe it was what I needed to get me to the realisations that has set me free from continuing this behaviour along the family tree.
This is the WEALTH that your mother, my Grandmother past on to me. Not the material wealth, that you have had consume your life, but the spiritual wealth that bringsforth a rewarding and purposful life.
Thank you for showing me how not to be. I hope you see from me, how you can be. It is never too late.
I do LOVE you and FORGIVE you, I ask that you try to do the same. Remember to say, \"I LOVE MYSELF\" ten times a day. I know this is possible for you, and how I know is from one thing. When I fell asleep on the lounge, sometimes you would put a blanket on me. I felt your love and care. This memory is special to me, and the one that sees that I never lose hope that you will one day find your way. I have, and I set you free to do the same. Good Luck!
Love,
your son,
Leonard |